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1. 𝒰𝓃𝓈𝓅𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑔

Some stories don't start with love.

They start with simple conversations... small moments... and unnoticed feelings.

This is not just a story.

It's a journey of two souls-

who never planned to become important in each other's lives...

yet slowly became everything.

Welcome to the beginning-

where nothing felt special...

but everything was about to change.

Author's pov:

4 April 2022 -

The Day Everything Changed

The air felt different that day. Not heavy, not light... just different, like something unspoken was slowly coming to an end. Maybe that's why both of them were quieter than usual. Because somewhere, deep inside, they both knew-this was the last day of their journey together.

She sat there, holding her new Class 10 books in her hands, trying to act normal. Trying to smile, trying to behave like it was just another ordinary day. "Dekhiye na... naye books aa gaye..." she said softly, showing them to him. But he wasn't really looking at the books. He was looking at her-as if trying to memorize something he was about to lose.

A few moments passed in silence, the kind that feels heavier than words. Then suddenly, he reached into his bag and took out a small gift, wrapped in shiny yellow paper. It wasn't big, not something extraordinary... but the way he held it made it feel important. "For you..." he said quietly.

She looked at it, confused. "Sir... ye kya hai?"

"Khud hi dekh lo..." he replied.

Her hands trembled slightly as she took it. "Thank you, sir..." she whispered, her voice softer than usual. But before she could keep it aside, he said gently, "Open it."

She hesitated for a moment, then slowly began to unwrap it. Her fingers moved carefully, almost as if she was afraid-not of the gift, but of the feeling attached to it. Because somewhere inside her, she already knew... this moment was not just about a gift. It was about an ending.

When she finally opened it, she froze.

Inside was a beautiful cup... with her photo printed on it.

For a second, she couldn't speak. Her eyes widened, her lips parted slightly, but no words came out. It was simple, yet it felt so special. It was her first gift from him. Not expensive, not grand... but made with thought, with care, with something deeper she couldn't explain.

"I like it..." she finally said, her voice trembling slightly. "Bahut accha hai..."

He watched her quietly. The way she held the cup, the way her eyes shined... and maybe the way she was trying not to cry.

Then, after a pause that felt longer than it was, he said softly-

"Ab ye safar yahi khatam."

Those words didn't just end a sentence... they ended something inside her.

Her grip on the cup tightened. Her eyes filled instantly. "Nahi..." she whispered, almost pleading. "Nahi... please mat jayiye..."

But even as she said it, she knew it wasn't in their hands anymore.

He looked down, trying to control himself, trying to gather the strength he didn't't have. And then, forcing a small, broken smile, he said, "Jana to padega... achhe se padhai karan... humein kabhi kabhi yaad kar lena..."

His words were calm. But his heart was breaking in silence.

He didn't say much after that. But he want to click first and last photographys with her and they beautifully click some photos. And after that, Just a slight nod. No promises, no dramatic goodbye. Just silence-because sometimes silence says more than anything else ever could.

And then... he turned and walked away.

No looking back. No stopping. Just leaving.

It all happened so quickly, yet for her, it felt like time had slowed down just to make her feel every second of it. She stood there, holding the cup tightly, not knowing whether to smile or cry. Because both felt right... and both felt impossible.

That night, she couldn't sleep. She kept looking at the cup again and again, running her fingers over her photo, as if trying to hold onto the moment. As if trying to stop something from slipping away. But time doesn't stop for anyone.

The next day, she joined a new Class 10 coaching. A new place, new faces, new teachers. Everything felt unfamiliar. People talked, laughed, moved on with their lives. And she tried to do the same. She really did.

But at exactly 3 p.m., something inside her felt empty.

That was his time. Their time.

And now... it belonged to no one.

After that day he comes again to give return somthing only for 10 mins. She smiles, happy. They sit for 10min and some talk about new tuition, after 10 mins he again went.

Days passed, and she tried to adjust. She made new friends, tried to focus on studies, laughed when others laughed. From the outside, everything seemed normal. But inside... there was a silence that never left her.

After almost two weeks, one night, everything came back all at once. His voice, his smile, the way he used to teach, the way he used to understand her without saying much. It hit her so suddenly that she couldn't hold it anymore.

Tears rolled down her cheeks without warning.

She wasn't even sure why she was crying... but somewhere deep inside, she knew the reason.

She missed him.

That night, she took out his photo and held it close. "Ravi sir..." she whispered softly, her voice breaking. Her pillow slowly soaked with tears as she cried silently, trying not to make a sound.

The next day, while sitting with her family, someone casually mentioned his name. Just his name-and everything shattered again.

Her eyes filled instantly. Her throat tightened. She couldn't speak.

She quietly stood up and walked away, because some emotions are too heavy to show in front of others.

That entire day, she missed him. In every small moment, in every silence, in every passing second.

And finally, by evening, she couldn't hold herself back anymore.

Her hands trembled as she dialed his number. Her heart was beating so fast, it felt like it would give her away.

The call connected.

And then she heard his voice.

"Hello!"

In that moment, it felt like music-soft, familiar, something her heart had been waiting for all this time.

She wanted to say so much. So many feelings, so many words... but nothing came out. Everything stayed stuck inside her.

There was silence again.

But this time, it was filled with everything they couldn't say.

And then she spoke-

"Bhool gaye na humko..."

He closed her eyes.

"chotti! 8 baje message karna hum abhi bhar h!."

And the call ended.

But the feeling didn't.

Because some people don't just leave...

they stay-in your thoughts, in your memories, in your every quiet moment.

That night, at exactly 8 p.m., she stared at her phone for a long time. Typing something... deleting it... typing again. Because how do you express something you don't even understand yourself?

And maybe... that was the moment she realized-

This wasn't just missing.

This wasn't just attachment.

This was something deeper.

Something silent.

That night felt unusually quiet...

as if even the silence was waiting for something to happen.

Jagriti sat on her bed, her phone resting in her hands, her eyes fixed on the screen-but her mind somewhere else. Her fingers hovered over the keyboard again and again, typing a few words... then deleting them.

She wanted to talk. But she didn't know how.

Because sometimes, the hardest thing isn't expressing feelings- it's starting. And then-A soft vibration,A message,Her heart skipped.

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Ravi Sir:

Hey.

Jagriti:

Sir... ek question puchna tha...

Ravi Sir:

Haan bolo

Jagriti:

Ye maths ka ek sum samajh nahi aa raha...

Ravi Sir:

Photo bhejo... samjhata hoon.

Jagriti:

(Photo sent)

Ravi Sir:

Dekho... step by step karo... pehle ye... phir ye... samajh aaya?

Jagriti:

Haan... thoda

Ravi Sir:

Thoda nahi... pura samajhna hai

Dobara karo.

Jagriti:

Achha... ab samajh aaya

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And just like that...Something that had ended....started again. Not as emotions, Not as confessions. But as questions.

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From that night, it became a routine. Every day, at almost the same time, she would find a new doubt.

Sometimes real.

Sometimes... just an excuse. And every time-

He replied. Without delay, Without irritation.

With the same patience... the same calmness.

As if nothing had changed between them.

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After some days,

Jagriti:

Sir ek aur doubt tha...

Ravi Sir:

Ha chotti bolo na!

Jagriti:

Aap parsan nhi na hote?

Ravi Sir:

Nahi chotti ! Hum tumse kabhi parsan nhi ho sakte bolo!

Jagriti:

Sirrr! Ye question number 3 nai ban raha hai!

Ravi Sir:

theek hai... bhejo...

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She smiled. A small smile... but real.

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Days passed like this.

Messages.

Questions.

Small jokes.

And somewhere between them...

comfort.

---

Sometimes, she would wait for his reply... staring at the "online" status, her heart reacting to every second.

Sometimes, he would reply late-and those few minutes would feel longer than they should.

Because now...

it wasn't just about doubts anymore.

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One evening-

While scrolling through WhatsApp casually, her eyes suddenly stopped.

On his status.

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Status: depression!

Just one word, No explanation, No context but it felt heavy, Too heavy.

---

Her smile faded, her heart felt uneasy, Because this wasn't the Ravi Sir she knew.

This wasn't the calm, composed person who always handled everything so easily.

---

That night-She messaged him, For the first time he doesn't reply or not just double tick. She get tensed but there is nothing only she have to wait But because she didn't know how.

---

The next day-

She opened WhatsApp again. His status was gone, as if it never existed but for her...

it stayed.

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She finally called him trying to act normal. Trying to ignore what she felt and she said "sir questions tha aap WhatsApp mai reply nhi kiye ." He said " acha hum message karte ha apne new number se!"

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Jagriti:

Sir ek question tha...

Ravi Sir:

Haan bolo...

Jagriti:

(Question...)

Ravi Sir:

(Explains calmly...)

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Everything seemed normal but it wasn't.There was a small silence after the explanation.

A pause.

A moment where she could either stop...

or ask what was really in her heart.

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Her fingers trembled slightly.And then she typed-

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Jagriti:

Sir ek aur question...?

Ravi Sir:

Haan bolo...

Jagriti:

Wo... depression?

Ravi Sir:

Ab ye kaha padhna hai tumhe?

Jagriti:

Wo aapka status...

Ravi Sir:

Wo kuch nahi...chotti aise hi...

(She read it once,Twice.And somehow...She knew it wasn't true. She took a deep breath... and typed again.)

Jagriti:

Pakka?

Apni chotti se jhoot mat boliyega sir...

(This time-The silence was longer,He was typing...then stopping.As if deciding how much to say...and how much to hide,

Then finally.)

Ravi Sir:

Haan chotti... sab theek hai...

Bas ek middle class ke har ek ladke ko thora na thora depression hota hi ha ye normal ha.Isliye kal status laga ke WhatsApp delete kar diya tha...

(She stared at the message.Her eyes softened, Her heart felt heavy in a way she couldn't explain.Because for the first time...She saw a side of him that wasn't strong,Wasn't "sir",Just... human.She typed slowly,Carefully.As if her words mattered more now.)

Jagriti:

Haan sir...

Depression bahut kharab cheez hoti hai...

ekdam nahi kijiyega...

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She wanted to say more, So much more.But she didn't because she didn't know if she had the right to.

But even in those simple words.There was care,Pure,Quiet and Unspoken. And maybe-

That was the moment everything changed again. Because not it wasn't just about her missing him just about questions , it was about feeling for him ,Worrying for him and Caring for him.

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And slowly... silently Between questions and answers, between "sir" and "chotti". They were becoming something more, Something undefined ,Something deeper than words, Something that doesn't need a name...

Yet becomes everything. 💜❤️

Almost a month had passed. It was the beginning of May, and everything seemed normal on the surface... but somewhere, something subtle had started to shift.

That day, she messaged him with a question.

Not because she actually had a doubt-she didn't. She already understood it.

But sometimes, questions are just excuses... excuses to talk to someone you don't want to lose.

She sent the same question again, pretending she was confused.

Maybe she hoped he would explain it again, or maybe she just wanted a few more minutes of conversation.

But this time, his reply was different. "I already solved this. Why are you repeating it? Be serious... you're in senior now."

His words weren't harsh, but the tone... it felt different. Serious. Distant.

For the first time, she felt like she had crossed a line she didn't even know existed.

Still trying to make things normal, she decided to send him a drawing she had made.

Something small... something personal. A quiet way of saying, "I'm still here."

But the moment she sent it, she sensed his mood.

He wasn't okay, He was still angry, Her heart dropped.

Without thinking twice, she deleted the drawing for everyone.

As if removing it could erase the moment... erase the mistake... erase the distance that had suddenly appeared between them.

And then... silence, No reply, No message, Nothing, Hours passed, but her screen stayed empty.

For someone who had become a constant part of her day, his silence felt louder than any words ever could.

Her thoughts started racing.

Did I do something wrong? Is he really that angry? What if he stops talking to me?That night felt longer than usual.

The next day, she couldn't take it anymore, With a trembling heart, she called him. "Sir... kya hua? Aap reply kyun nahi de rahe the?"

Her voice carried worry, fear... and something deeper she didn't fully understand yet.

In those four years, he had been angry before.

There had been moments of silence, moments of distance...

But back then, they were always face to face.

She could fix everything in seconds-with a smile, with a small apology, just being there.

But this time was different.

There was a screen between them.

And silence felt heavier.

She didn't know what to do, So she did the only thing she could. She started apologizing, "Sorry sir... I'm really sorry... please don't be angry..."

Again and again.

Her words stumbled over each other as her voice slowly broke.And then... she realised. She was crying, Real tears, falling without permission.

On the other side, he heard it. Her silence between words, her shaky breathing-it said more than anything she could explain. And something in him softened.

Within minutes, his anger faded.

Not completely, maybe... but enough to reach out again and from that moment, something changed.

Not distance... but closeness.They started talking again But this time, it wasn't just about studies or doubts.

It became more.

They talked without reasons ,Without questions, Without needing an excuse, Morning to night... messages never stopped.

They shared their lives-their thoughts, their past, their small daily moments, their personal stories.

Things they never told anyone else.

Sometimes he would scold her if she said something he didn't like.

He would correct her, guide her, tell her to stay away from things he thought were wrong and she... she listened ,Without hesitation,

Without argument.

If he said something was bad, she removed it from her life instantly.

Not because she was forced to...

But because his words mattered that much to her.

His scolding wasn't harsh.

It was brief.

And after every small disagreement, everything would return to normal... almost as if nothing could really break what they had.

In fact, it only made them closer, Then came the holidays, No school, No tuition, No interruptions.

Just them... and endless conversations,Twelve hours a day felt normal.

From morning sunlight to late-night silence, their chats continued without breaks.

No "bye," no "talk later."

Just constant presence And one Sunday...They talked from 7 in the morning to 11 at night.

Non-stop, No pauses, No gaps, Just words flowing endlessly between two people who had somehow become each other's habit.

Typing... replying... waiting... smiling.

That day didn't feel long,It felt complete.

Because in those hours, it wasn't just conversation,It was a connection,They were happy, Truly, deeply happy and maybe... without realizing it...

They had already become something much more than they ever planned.

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From the very first word to this final moment, you stayed.

Thank you for your time, your patience, and your heart.

This story exists because of readers like you.

With gratitude, always. ✨

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