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✧ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 ✧

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Jagriti’s Truth

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If I’m being honest…

my story isn’t perfect.

It is made of mistakes, silences, and emotions I was too young to understand when they first found me.

And yet… somewhere between right and wrong, it always felt like God was quietly standing beside me—

protecting me in ways I could never see.

I grew up in a loving family—

a home filled with warmth, care… and expectations.

Especially when it came to my studies.

Because I was never good at them.

No matter how much I tried, nothing stayed. Words blurred, lessons faded, and slowly… I began to feel like I was not enough. Like I was always falling behind everyone else.

So my family did what they thought was right—

they searched for a tuition teacher.

And I tried.

I really did.

One place after another… one teacher after another.

Three… maybe four tuitions.

But everywhere felt the same—

empty. Distant. Unfamiliar.

No connection.

No understanding.

Just a quiet feeling… that I didn’t belong anywhere.

Until… he came into my life.

Not loudly.

Not suddenly.

But quietly…

like something that was always meant to happen.

He had just passed his boards.

A simple boy, called by my neighbors to teach a group of us.

But the moment I saw him…

something felt different.

Not extraordinary in the way the world defines it—

but there was a calmness in him… a simplicity that made him stand out without trying.

Young.

Softly handsome.

A college student with a presence that felt both strong… and gentle.

I was in class 5 when he became my teacher.

At first, it was just another tuition.

Another attempt to improve myself.

But slowly… things began to change.

Not loudly.

Not suddenly.

But in the quietest ways possible.

He started noticing me.

Giving me more time… more attention.

Explaining things again and again—

not because he had to…

but because he wanted to.

And for the first time in my life…

I didn’t feel like I was “bad at studies.”

I felt… seen.

Maybe that’s why others noticed it too.

The same place that once felt normal…

started feeling different.

Eyes changed.

Whispers grew.

Smiles turned into silent jealousy.

They didn’t like how he treated me differently.

And then… one day—without warning—

it ended.

They told him they didn’t want him to teach anymore.

My parents didn’t know.

And I… I didn’t even understand what was happening.

I was just told—

he won’t be coming anymore.

It should have been something small.

Just a tuition ending.

But for me… it wasn’t small.

It felt like something important was being taken away—

something I didn’t even realize I had started depending on.

He simply said,

“Okay.”

No arguments.

No questions.

And I walked back home…

carrying a silence heavier than anything I had ever felt.

But then—

From behind…

I heard his voice.

Calling my name.

I turned.

And in that moment…

everything paused.

“Chotti… kal se hum tumhare ghar aayenge. Papa ko bol dena.”

(From tomorrow… I’ll come to your house to teach.)

Such simple words.

And yet…

they didn’t feel simple at all.

Because in that moment…

it felt like I wasn’t being left behind.

A small smile appeared on my face—

soft, unnoticed… but real.

From the very next day, between 3 to 4 p.m.,

he started coming to my house.

And slowly… without either of us realizing it—

He became more than just a teacher.

He became a part of my everyday life.

He taught me… yes.

But he also understood me.

He spoke to me like a friend.

Laughed with me.

Stayed patient with me… even on days I didn’t deserve it.

I never did my homework properly.

Any other teacher would have scolded me…

made me feel small.

But not him.

He never raised his voice.

Never showed anger.

Never made me feel like I was less.

There was something about him—

a softness… a calm… a kindness

that made me feel safe.

Safe enough… to be myself.

And slowly…

I began to wait for that one hour every day.

Not for studies…

But for him.

Years passed.

Four years—

slipping away quietly, like pages of a story we didn’t even realize we were writing.

I was in class 9 now.

And somewhere in those years…

everything had changed.

He wasn’t just my teacher anymore.

He was… someone I trusted.

Someone I shared my world with.

He told me about his life—

his struggles, his happiness, his days, his nights…

even the things people usually keep hidden.

And I listened.

And then… I started sharing mine too.

My school.

My friends.

The way teachers scolded me.

The little things that made me smile…

and the quiet things that made me feel alone.

And he listened.

Not just with ears—

but with presence.

With understanding.

And maybe… that’s why—

One day, he looked at me and said something no one ever had before.

“You’re cute.”

Such a simple word.

And yet… it stayed.

Because no one had ever seen me that way before.

No boy… no one.

But he did.

And after that… it wasn’t just once.

He made me feel special—

not loudly, not dramatically…

but in the quietest, deepest way possible.

And maybe… that’s how it begins.

Not with love.

Not with confession.

But with a feeling…

that slowly… silently…

becomes everything.

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And that was the beginning… 💜❤️

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